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some thoughts on highskool and other

i was on the national honor society...it looks great on your college applications. your really smart to be thinking about it already! just do your best and thats all you can do. my school starts in less than 2 weeks. i'm ready and i need to be striving for that honor society status(grad school wants me to have a total gpa of 3.5...we can do it)

i have a smart mouth too but i have realized you can't change anyone except yourself. people are gonna say and do what they wanna do it's up to you to handle yourself.

hmmm one thing i hate for someone to say is.....

"you can't do that...that seems impossible..." but that actually pushes me to prove them wrong. oh and something that gets on my nerves is when people say the word "skinned". Example, that light skinned boy and his dark skinned momma.....SKINNED is NOT a word..geesh lol

have a good one

[1bap]
2008-08-19 11:27:32

some thoughts on highskool and other That im not good enough. Because i knw i can do anything i set my mind too.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-18 16:46:12

i refuse to b an emotional wreck

honey good luck!

ps . you can always get another hair due! (:

[cuteisraeli]
2008-08-14 14:28:18

yaaaaaaay highskool ahhh, thanks for the comment! i hope high school goes well for you..all my friends in high school already are telling me it's a breeze, and i so desperately hope they're right, ha. this year my goal is to get the golden eagle, which is a grade average of 92% or above :) i've gotten it two years now...hopefully i can again. good luck [jc1193] 2008-08-13 12:47:58

i refuse to b an emotional wreck congrats and i'm so proud of you for finishing your homework
and good luck!!!!!

[1bap]
2008-08-12 21:16:45

an update with an ANNOUNCEMENT

Haha it took me and my friends freakin forever to get a good jumping picture! thanks!

&&Hey you'll find someone eventually.... maybe just don't look so hard.

[Mckay]
2008-08-12 11:34:59

an update with an ANNOUNCEMENT just do better on the next assignment

AND

i think i've turned into one of those no trust,workaholic,lonely ppl,no kids. but i'm reaching a point of happiness. man or not just have inner peace and people will flock to you

[1bap]
2008-08-11 21:17:53

i feel so mellow like jello thanks for the comment :)
and there from the song love fool by the cardigans lol
but I hate growing up too
like somedays I want to graduate
but most days I'm just glad I'm only a sophomore :)


[psshGLAMx3]
2008-08-11 10:36:06

i feel so mellow like jello OH GOSH I DIDNT EVEN HERE ABOUT HIM DYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways yeah it sucks. Highschool's coming up so hope your ready for it. And ur sooo lucky my family never all leaves @ the smae time and most of the time someones hovering around me.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-09 19:58:08

yaaaaaaay highskool GOODLUCK IN HIGHSCHOOL! Just keep focused on work because @ first its so exciting u dont even think about the work. But the 8 credits a year is simple as pie. I already have 8 and we have to have 28.

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-08 20:49:57

yaaaaaaay highskool most importantly make yourself proud.
i'll be starting school in a few weeks so we can push each other. oh yeah, if you need someone to proofread your papers i'll give u my email address.

the one good thing about being 13 in the 9th grade is you'll graduate a lil early which is a good thing if you ask me(my mom was 17 when she graduated).

I miss block scheldues(i guess you call them A day and B day. have you heard of a place called batesville mississippi...just wondering?)

yeahhhhh when i was a freshman the football team were cutiesMr. Green....

i'm wishing you much success and blessing. we can do this!!!!!!

[1bap]
2008-08-08 18:45:17

my first day in highschool aww girl congrats on completing your first day
lol don't feel bad i found my way to every class but couldn't find the lunchroom LOL.
your teachers seem normal and most teachers are mean in the beginning and lighten up.
girlllllllllllll these entrys are getting ready to really really really witness your "teenage years" awww have fun(lol i'm living my teens all over again through youMr. Green

[1bap]
2008-08-07 22:07:38

my first day in highschool

that is so cool you can talk in the hall ways wow

[hlcsurveys]
2008-08-07 20:46:47

my first day in highschool That's good. It's typical not to be able to find your classes. If I were you, I wouldn't ask the older kids for directions. It never happened to me, but they will lie to you about where your class - just to be a jerk.[cheryl12] 2008-08-07 18:46:47

my first day in highschool highschool is wayyy betterr...trust me ull get used 2 it haha..u actually get 2 move around so ur ass don get numb from chillin in the samee seat all day haha an theres good bad an evil teachers..don worry bout it.  my lunch last year was 7th period..which starts at lik 1..so girl i feel ur pain..eat breakfast an buy a bag of pretzels or somethin in the soda machinee haha[sodapop4] 2008-08-07 18:43:04

my first day in highschool thats good that your first day of highschool was great.
i had the same problem on my first day too (the not being able to find classes).
actually, i have that problem everytime a new semester starts. Very Happy
[bitemebaby]
2008-08-07 18:40:55

i feel like im changing

im sure ur ready for high school :)

don't be scared! :)

ps how old are u??

Avril!!!

[zTWINZz4eva]
2008-08-07 07:47:59

i feel like im changing your ready for high school!
i know it's a scary thought at first but TRUST
before the month is up you'll be like okay i got this

[1bap]
2008-08-05 15:29:33

i feel like im changing

I loved private school, if that's where you went? Don't worry, I was afraid to start high school, but it ended up being okay. I don't think it's much different than middle school. And before you know it, you'll be an Upperclassman - rolling with the big dogs!

[cheryl12]
2008-08-05 12:41:36

i feel like im changing AAHHHHHH i watched Johnny Bravo a few days ago!!! I cant think of any otheres but i really do miss old cartoons!

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-05 12:33:23

now that im sane for a moment

Well, why did you submit this entry?

-Jovonnah

[DearGan]
2008-08-03 22:39:29

yeah so let me get this str8 “some people never go crazy, what truly horrible lives they must live”[Zen2theEnd] 2008-08-03 18:55:33

lets add 2 the drama HEY Y FREAKIN NOT?

Winkso then u would b a cornflake gurl and rasin gurl lke me!!!!! {LOL, LOL, LOLLaughingLaughingLaughing} if u go 2 youtube and looked up the song u might like it!!!!!! sorry 'bout ur mayham that going on in ur life!!!!! go 2 the spa and just relax!!!!!! it might help u take ur mind off the mayham!!!!!! hope that helps and thanx 4 replayingWink!!!!!!!

mkgtweetyWink

[mkgtweety]
2008-08-03 09:28:23

lets add 2 the drama HEY Y FREAKIN NOT?

You know even if he didn't rob the place personally, he is still no good.

I couldn't hang out with people that would do anything like that. Say I am walking down the street and some people I know decide to rob someplace...........see that is where it ends because I wouldn't even know people like that. It would never be a possibility.

Common sense should have had him pick out better friends. If you are a good person you wouldn't be hanging out with that type of people, get it? I am worried for you because you think that he is some kind of good guy, therefore you are going to be running with those types of people. Don't make excuses for him see him for what he really is.

[Jodieandherworld]
2008-08-03 02:05:42

lets add 2 the drama HEY Y FREAKIN NOT?

Haha, when I said "pnk" I meant "punk" not "pink." I'm allergic to pink. Yeah, I guess that means I'm turning into one of those emo kids my parents hate, but ahhh, well, I'm a teenager. I'm supposed to despise pink.

Hope everything turns out okay with you. You sound just a wee bit mad.

[PieTheUnderlord]
2008-08-02 22:42:48

im confused and CRAZY I'll pray for you.
I really do hope things
Are going to be less hectic for
You soon.

Love Always,
Mattison[endlessjourney]
2008-08-01 21:33:44

im confused and CRAZY geez sounds crazy indeed. and yeah id like to think i will find love soon, but i honestly doubt it at this point. im preparing myself for a nice little stay on the earth by myself for one lifetime and one only. [icecreamcone22] 2008-08-01 19:34:44

im confused and CRAZY Oh goodness im sorry! Most ppl on here dont go back til September! i was like unfair!

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-08-01 19:15:16

im confused and CRAZY im sorry ur in my prayers thanks for commenting [cutemonkey044] 2008-08-01 11:40:39

im confused and CRAZY i'm praying for you and
YAY school...girl bust out them A's and a couple of B's...that needs to be our goals this year.
what the doctors say
girl who is these people you hanging around your too young to have friends in jail. just please keep yourself in the right place at ALLLL times.

love ya girly and thanks for the comment

[1bap]
2008-08-01 02:09:03

im confused and CRAZY

You action lover...

-[J]ovonnah [B]unny [R]abbit AKA [P]yromaniac [B]unny

[DearGan]
2008-08-01 01:56:59

im confused and CRAZY Im from detroit too...lol[LuvmeHateMe] 2008-07-31 23:19:33

im so close to losing my mind....

Oh my gosh! So you still want something to do with this guy?? There is a whole world full of good people. People whom would be better for you. Thank God for your parents as I think you are not able to make any life decision's at this point. The whole "going to jail thing" should have turned you off from him forever if you were thinking straight.

I know you think you are in love, but being so young every boy you feel strongly about will feel like that even if you don't believe me... it is true. Please go out and meet other people even if it is just hanging with your girl friends, maybe a nicer better boy will come around.

My gosh at 15 and already in jail for robbery, it blows my mind.

[Jodieandherworld]
2008-07-31 12:11:33

im so close to losing my mind.... i deff agree with the comment below...
it applies to my life as well and i think yours too

[1bap]
2008-07-30 12:55:39

im so close to losing my mind.... Sometimes God separate ppl in our lives to better us.....him going to jail can be a blessing to you...that mind sound weird but hear me out....okay he was in the wrong place at the wrong time....wat if you were with him and shootings occured and you get shot.....robbery is serious and it might happen again when he gets out.....this time is for you to get a clear head and live your life....he doesn't dictate your world...you might be better off...it will be hard but sometimes you have to let ppl go....

{* read my entries n comment *}[InquistiveOne7]
2008-07-30 11:31:53

i feel so numb. i cant believe it. maybe it is you who is with the wrong kind of boyfriend.  just remember thos guys ur bf calls friends didnt make him do anything he didnt want to do.  im pretty sure at 15 ur bf is able to tell the difference between right and wrong.[Far FrOm PeRfEct] 2008-07-28 13:04:58

i feel so numb. i cant believe it. ((((((((sigh)))))))))
so young. i hope he gets out soon.

[1bap]
2008-07-28 12:44:44

its been a week but im BACK I"m srry to hear that he is in jail but you might want to talk to his friends that knows y or was with him  when he got arrested......it's good though that you enjoyed yourself at disneyland and magic kingdom.....don't worry though...everything will be alright.

{* Read my entries and comment *}[InquistiveOne7]
2008-07-28 08:22:35

Flashback to 2003 thats my jam!
[1bap]
2008-07-22 18:54:07

i feel a breakdown coming on

to mrs detroit:

im not too sure how im supposed to message you back, but i think that commenting your entry will have to do for now.

im glad you enjoyed my style! it was just an idea. and i really was looking for answers related to : what would you do if...

i guess i will keep going :)but im going to warn you, it is about a year long story i would say.

[Audre]
2008-07-21 00:53:55

i feel a breakdown coming on UMPH UMPH UMPH
i'm disguisted with your twelve year old cousin and i hope somebody helps both of them. shes six and just a child and craving for attention by anybody. the twelve year old needs help he knows right from wrong i think there are some deep issues with him. my GOD SIXX YEARS OLD(can't get over it...babies aren't babies anymore) i'll pray for your family on that one.

your mom will trust you. moms snoop...thats a mom for ya...at least my mom. don't let your self esteem get too low. do something nice for yourself. when the world is closing in on you take some time for yourself...soak in the tub an extra ten minutes, paint your toenails just do something only for YOU. keep ya head up girly i'm praying for you.

p.s- all families have issues. my cousin tried to get me when i was younger i handled it but i didnt tell anybody until he tried something on my little cousin(she was your age at the time and she told me and i finally told my mom about what happened)the whole family is on alert with him but thats still my family. i have a pretty girl cousin whos 14 and i ALWAYSSSSS keeps an eye on her if i see him sit by her i make my lil cousin come to wherever i'm at and i give him the evil eye....this has a part in why i don't trust too many people. family,friends,religious figures i put nothing past nobody.)

[1bap]
2008-07-20 22:10:23

yeah so i think im going crazy

hm, i know, we always have those...bad confusing and emotional times. Neutral but! at least ur gonna go have fun there in florida! Very Happy

anyway... glad u enjoyed the pics. lol. salem's hair is quite a..... sight. he got quite a few comments about "trying to age faster then he should."Razz oh well, he looked hawt, and he knew it.. lol

(oh, and ur not the only that feels self concieous around tall skinny girls..... especially if they are relly pretty...Confused)

[dawnfaerie41]
2008-07-19 21:22:59

yeah so i think im going crazy when i was your age i use to be the skinny tall girl
and shorter girls made me self concious. boys so only wanted girls shorter than them...which wasn't much cause they hadn't started their growth spurt.lol

anywho, have a great time on your trip

[1bap]
2008-07-18 09:02:28

yeah so i think im going crazy

Is there a pic of you I can see? 

-mib

[mib2you]
2008-07-18 00:37:38

yeah so i think im going crazy Thank you Smile
[ShanaV209]
2008-07-18 00:30:15

woooooooooooow how boring or fun Hmm....may be I do have a secret....

I went and listened to your
Favorite song atm and it was pretty good!

Atm my fav song in electronica is
We are rock stars by Does it offend you,yeah?

Thank you for the comment!

Love Always,
MAttison[endlessjourney]
2008-07-17 12:52:14

woooooooooooow how boring or fun feel better soon
[1bap]
2008-07-16 20:44:15

woooooooooooow how boring or fun A mona lisa face?
Is that a good thing??
Lol

Your welcome!

Bleh I can't stand summer colds!
It's just suckish to be sick in summer.

Hope you feel better soon!!

Love Always,
Mattison[endlessjourney]
2008-07-16 20:37:51

Feeling kinda poemee I liked your poem a lot.
There's a lot of raw emotion in it
And it's very revealing to what your
Feeling inside.

Your Added!!

Love Always,
Mattison[endlessjourney]
2008-07-16 02:20:23

i REALLY do/dont like being a girl "boys beware" SOOO true!

Love Always,
Mattison[endlessjourney]
2008-07-16 02:19:37

i REALLY do/dont like being a girl "boys beware" sooo TRUE
[1bap]
2008-07-13 10:16:07

i REALLY do/dont like being a girl "boys beware" I agree!  Except....that I love my heels Very Happy[Dreamscometrue] 2008-07-12 21:11:47

i REALLY do/dont like being a girl "boys beware" lol soo tru:)[WintersFire] 2008-07-12 19:18:58

i REALLY do/dont like being a girl "boys beware" SO TRUE!! anyone who doesnt agree.. is mentally challenged :P lol
peace

[Caityluv]
2008-07-12 19:18:44

hhhhhheeeey evrybodaaayy Yeah I knw. I kinda like the rain. Anways good luck in highschool and i definately got tired of disney channel when they took away all there shows. Like Lizzie Mcguire, Boy meets world, and Naturally Sadie.

It made me think wtf are doing?

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-07-11 17:26:13

Yeah......about my hidden drama

hi!!thanks for commenting my diary...i added sum stuffs bout me..if u can plz go back and read it again :)

thank u

bye---

[LuVmeNoT]
2008-07-09 10:00:30

Yeah......about my hidden drama I had to get caught up on your entries sooooo I read back about 3 of them and seen your pictures, very cute! Then I got to your party, very fun I wish I were younger and there. Now I am at this page so I have to say," Tell us more!" Your life is so interesting Mr. Green[Jodieandherworld] 2008-07-08 22:47:33

My day was better than i thought

yeah i will..she's acting cr3zy rite now... :)

lool

avril

[zTWINZz4eva]
2008-07-08 12:10:57

My day was better than i thought

thanks 4 commentin and hope u always like wat i write bye im hilVery Happy

[zTWINZz4eva]
2008-07-08 02:26:43

My day was better than i thought sounds like a good day to me
[1bap]
2008-07-08 00:56:17

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!!

thanx 4 da comment Very Happy

stop by some tym :)

avril

[zTWINZz4eva]
2008-07-06 14:32:26

Slip n Slide on the 5th of July (a new pic of me) glad you had fun
and
cute picture

[1bap]
2008-07-06 12:42:23

Play me like im the bad guy...... Very good of you. You really have to always take control of men otherwise they just do stupid things and run all over you.[Jodieandherworld] 2008-07-04 21:30:49

New Chapter in Life----actually preparing Go with the one that most attracts you. Or just play with both Razz[Jodieandherworld] 2008-07-02 15:03:45

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! Hey hun thanks for the comment
Don't feel stupid he might just
have for it "just in case." If it
bothers you so much talk to him
about it and ask you why he has
it in his wallet because he's the only
one that can give you the answer.

[Sxybree0925]
2008-07-01 11:09:40

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!!

haha.

"friend material"

hmmm..i no how u feel.

:)

but watch...u'll end up wanting it 2 be more then

friends.

:)

ily,

julie:)

[slipknothottie1994]
2008-06-29 16:32:45

let the drama,,,,,,,,BEGIN!!! single and sweet....
i might be joining you....who knows

so which one you like the best? don't date just talk to people...you know its fun

[1bap]
2008-06-29 15:02:17

let the drama,,,,,,,,BEGIN!!!

do u like zay??

and haha..

[[ur free]]

ily,

julie:)

[slipknothottie1994]
2008-06-29 14:41:13

Why am i all of a sudden so sure of myself? Oh my gosh! When I was in my teens to my twenties I always felt I would die at an early age. At 41 I am still here and now feel like I will make it to a very old age. I think this dying young thing is some kind of anxiety alot of people have.[Jodieandherworld] 2008-06-24 20:24:06

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! You havent even talked about it?Or think about it?If not you should consider talking to him,but in a polite way,cause maybe he was just safe,i mean most of the men i know carry with them protection...Btw how old are you?:)
And about the thing with me...i feel that way like over a year...and i cant help it...Now that i saw that im becoming dependent from everybody arund me i stopped going out...I feel pathetic...I havent got a bf like for 9 months...I FEEL REALLY REALLY BAD,that i dont know even how to explain it cause either way i have the feeling no one understands me...
love,tea*

[bubsy]
2008-06-23 16:48:08

Why am i all of a sudden so sure of myself? lol....u know i'm from the D born and raised HOWEVER i spent every summer/christmas vacation in mississippi till i was 20. so i have a mixed accent people always ask me where was i born and how old was i when i moved to the D.

only if its God's will...
i got a feeling you'll outlive all of usWink

[1bap]
2008-06-23 15:33:04

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! anger management? dang, girlie! that's pretty intense, haha. i bet you could probably kick my ass then. (;

i love lollipop, and parody, remix or cover of it. it's fcking amazing. <3

xx dean.

[crucifix]
2008-06-23 13:21:56

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! yeahh thats goodd[sodapop4] 2008-06-23 13:01:55

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! thanksss!! and how come ur so worried bout him having a condom? maybe he just has had it is his wallet for a longg time and just never took it out? or mayb he thought well incase u guys ever do try something hes prepared...but i wouldnt use the one in his wallet anyways if u did try something! keeping condoms in wallets wears the condom out making it easier 2 break![sodapop4] 2008-06-23 12:49:53

Why am i all of a sudden so sure of myself? thatss not a good thought 2 have!! and my day is going pretty good..lol[sodapop4] 2008-06-23 12:43:08

N/A Boy do I get those moods! Everyone just stays clear of me.[Jodieandherworld] 2008-06-22 09:58:44

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! i know what you mean. thanks.[superspeller] 2008-06-22 09:48:04

EMERGENCY---to me anyways Hmmm, I would go with whatever You really wanted to do. Ah to be young again. So much freedom so many fun choices to make.[Jodieandherworld] 2008-06-20 02:04:51

EMERGENCY---to me anyways go to the boys and girls club
your bf will be there and if he's a good lil bf he'll understand.
however i do think you should tell your bf how you feel but you have plenty of time to do that....take your time.

make sure you let me know what your decision was!
have a good one

[1bap]
2008-06-19 19:49:40

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! omg, 11 cavities and she's only 10?  she's never going to want to see the dentist again!  Laughing[nbriggs] 2008-06-19 18:40:47

Feelings on Fathers Day p.s-thanks for the comment
[1bap]
2008-06-15 20:45:17

Feelings on Fathers Day (((((sigh)))))
i TRULY know some of the feelings you expressed about your father.(((heart huggs kiddo....he's missing out on knowing a wonderful person...feel bad he doesn't have THE PRIVILEGE of knowing someone as great as you)))) take it in stride babygirl just think of it as at least youll know all the signs to look for in when a man is no good

i wish i could say the same bout my uncle. he still lives with his mom,always has a sad sob story and i spend time with his child more than he does......he was/is a great uncle but a piss poor father

and i think there should be greeting cards for mothers that say happy fathers day. theres so many single women in america you are the mommy and the daddy.

((((((heart hugs))))))

[1bap]
2008-06-15 20:37:41

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! Holy Cow, I don't know what to think about that. Maybe he just has it for whatever. Maybe he is hoping for (you and him) someday or it has been there since before you guys started dating, hmmm. Don't know but I would give him the benefit of the doubt. [Jodieandherworld] 2008-06-13 22:32:36

my update.....WITH PICS

Your month ago pic looks hot.

Your one day ago pic...I wouldn't touch you with a 10 foot pole.

[lenahan]
2008-06-13 00:32:13

WARNING really really sick and tired oh hell, I feel ya![zeakez] 2008-06-13 00:24:41

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! oh man that sucks! ouch...i hope everything works out smoothly.
[vampiricsyrren]
2008-06-12 10:02:09

some issues to touch on... comments wanted cheaters:
i think its a little of both.sometimes people think oh i'll cheat as long as wifey is taken care of.sometimes i flirt with other guys just to see if i still got it but i don't give out my number or anything.

boys are overrated:someone once told me and i've found it true in LOTS of cases "boys treat girls like jordans once a new pair come out they forget bout the old one and just have to get the newest ones"

t.v-naw unless it was a game show or something to give me money anything else nope

you should never let anyone make fun of your weight,hair,personal issues or anything.if they do there insecure about something them self.

i agree no mdder should judge. however mdders have the right to their opinion and if you write anything that personal that could tick you off and mess with your self esteem they should go private. everyone is entitled to their opinion if you don't like it then in a mature responsible way let the person know

have a good one

[1bap]
2008-06-12 02:10:45

some issues to touch on... comments wanted

"Ok i think ppl cheat on their partners for the fun of it or just to find attention that they arent getting or commitment issues"

I cheat on my partner because I love women and I love s**. If she allowed me to have other women I would do it, but since is not allowed I have to do it on her back. I couldn't be less interested in commitment. Why take one tree if you can get the whole forest?

" think boys r overrated and a waste of time and they all get tired of us quicker than we get tired of them"

Agree. I always get tired of women.

"You should neva let a boy make fun of ur weight, personal issues, or hair."

Maybe you (I don't mean you, I mean any girl) should not be overweight. The hair will look great once she is skinny.

-----

My point of view: When you reach financial success, you have a nice family and good friends, you (a man) only need a woman to breed. If you don't want children (my current situation) there is no need to be serious with anyone. For well some 10 years I have been lying and cheating and exchanging women all the time. I had some rough times with women who wouldn't leave after they were kicked out, but most of the time I had a great fun.

Remember: Don't get pissed off, you requested real, non-sugarcoated views.

[lenahan]
2008-06-12 00:03:27

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!!
Man! I lvoe Pink Panther too!
I've had that shirt for years and it's always been a night shirt!
I lost it and found it again!
And Surprise it fits!!
-Renee

[Dillux]
2008-06-11 22:44:39

Current events *ridiculous* LOL,
I wish I could get to the point on things as well as you do. It would help me out a lot in life.
On the doctor/medicine thing. Sometimes, despite our best efforts and possible stubbornness we must cave in and have to go to the doctor. It sux, I know...but sometimes you have to go. Sticking something out for a reasonable period of time is ok, so long as you are getting better and it hasn't been like more than a week. If after like 5 days or so you are still sick that seems to me to be a good time to go then. Even viruses can last awhile, and sometimes when you go to the doctor they will do nothing for you because they cannot. Me, well I get sick (infections) more than normal people do. Nothing about me is normal anyways. So, in my case I have to go and get checked out because if not I could end up with something much much worse. Peace

[HurtingTruth]
2008-05-31 20:35:29

Current events *ridiculous* your in my prayers

p,s-your mom sounds funny when u say that cigg blew out the window

[1bap]
2008-05-31 20:32:27

its really hard to fake a feeling u cant shake i think you should go...faking it isn't good especially your health. Go now so if its something serious they can get to it SOON rather than later

i'm praying for ya

p.s- maybe you can't vote but you can remind people who are old enough to vote...if u hear anybody talking bout what can they do to help just say go to barackobama.com and put in a volunteer application

[1bap]
2008-05-30 08:59:13

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!!

Wish i could give you (or me) the answers, but i don't know them *sigh*

Thanks for the comment ! Cool

And don't feel stupid, you're not, it's normal you want to know what he wants and on what level he wants to get.

Greetz..

x

[LookingGlass]
2008-05-27 13:22:44

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! hey thanks for the comment,yeah i apologized haha it was easy and she told me she wouldnt cuss around me so we are fine now,lol...btw its nothing abnormal for your bf to have a condom in his wallet,lol...i mean alot of guys just have it in there just to feel cool or something,haha...I wouldnt worry too much about it! So are you in high school?lol...[JackieRenee] 2008-05-27 13:10:10

***Dancing in the rain......*** your little cousin is in my prayers
and only time will tell with your boy situation.
stay prayed up

[1bap]
2008-05-26 23:29:49

My Class Day and DRASTIC decision first off...
congrats and i AM so proud of you and all that you have accomplished. I wish you nothing but the best in life and I just want you to know again I am proud of you and proud to call you my friend

now on to this bf problem...
I have trust issues too but don't let that push your bf away   sweetie, don't let that push anyone away. "life is a lesson then and your gonna get tested" just hold and do the best you can. I can tell you'll be alright your a smart girl you use your head and your heart. However, your bf sounds a lil shady I don't honestly think it could last even if yall went to the same highschool. Alright so your a tad bit jealous BUT you have ever right to be especially if hes making you insecure. I know you've been cheated on in the past(girllll i know the feeling some boy i use to date got another girl pregnant while with me so I KNOW a lil something something). Maybe yall can kick it through the summer I mean its early but the closer it gets to school break it off. your a pretty girl and you'll find somebody and plus you getting ready to go to a new school you don't need the stress of wondering if somebody is cheating on you. 08 is stress free..remember that.

follow your head cause sometimes your heart will get you in trouble<--nice version
"treat men like b*tches before they have u crying like a lil b*tch"
"boys treat girls like jordans...the next month they want the newest ones"
i don't mean to discourage with these quotes but just play it smart.i look at you as my lil online sister(probably didn't know i've got a step sister your age) Anywho, do you have a yahoo email address or something i'll give u my number if you ever need to talk or vent or need someone older to talk to i'm here. i know how moms and people can be but like i said just let me know.

p.s-sorry about writing a novel on your wall LOL
      oh yeah whats your real name?

[1bap]
2008-05-25 00:56:32

we r approaching that day....... woop woop congrats girl for evening be close to top scholar!!! even if you don't make it you still did a good job...keep it up and you will for sure get a scholarship

and enjoy your summer!!!!!!!!!

[1bap]
2008-05-22 22:57:26

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!!

thanks. we did have fun(:
and girl you can too. have as much fun as you want and don't worry about the consequences. consequences won't matter in 20 years, but your memories will(:<3

[emeraldOR]
2008-05-21 16:21:17

My day along with a *Question* oh goodness I don't know why he was trying to hide them? maybe he was embarrasesed? he's the same as you if not hold old is he? i mean I would be embarrased if somebody personal like that if they weren't suppose to see it.

Gurly your gonna lots and lots and too many after that "almostS"

p.s-how bout those pistons????????

[1bap]
2008-05-20 21:47:54

A few thoughts and my SUPER fun day lol girly your NOT going crazy.

your in your early teens right? well then welcome to the land of out of control hormones. When I was around your age I wasn't mean to people I was superrrrrrrrrrrrr senstive I mean like have to leave the class and go to the restroom and find a stall and cry quietly...what was I crying about...your guess as good as mine. Those rapid mood swings will soon be over. I think the older you get the more they decrease.

job...you!!!! yeah right.
enjoy not working while you can trust me this is the only time in your life when you don't have to worry about a job until you retire.

glad your having a  good one

[1bap]
2008-05-19 19:37:06

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!! was it just one??????????
don't stress about it some parents give their sons one for just in case
my aunt gave me one at 13 and birth control pills for just in caseS(stayed in secret department in my purse)
That old purse is someone in my closet and I bet that condom and pills are still there LOL.....very much expired

[1bap]
2008-05-18 09:36:00

I feel..... SO SO SO STUPID!!!!

Dont stress to much about it darl
My boyfriend carried condom's around in his wallet
long before we even went out
It's a guy thing, I can't think of going
through a dudes wallet & not
coming across something that has to do with sex
don't blow up at him because he might take it
as you thinking he doesnt respect you.
When it comes down to it.
Every guy on the known planet
Carries a condom with them in their wallets & car glovebox
& even their pocket.
:]

Skye

[Hazeleyesaresogreat]
2008-05-18 07:08:21

MAD MAD AND EVEN MADDER lol about Ne-Yo and u know they don't make good music like they use to
[1bap]
2008-05-16 19:59:47

Ms, Hardy ??? No...Ms. Runner up wow i never have fights with my bf's because if i get mad at them i break up with them.but,now i give them a week to stop being sooo RUDE like Billy i gave him a week to stop ennoying me and being nice to me but,he was stil;l being ennoying and mean to me sooo bthat's y i broke up with Billy the last time[hlcsurveys] 2008-05-16 17:26:54

loooka here looka here.......lol IMPORTANT QUESTIO awww that's mean.if that me even if i didn't really likde it but,i would still help mey friend.like allll my friends say to me i am a really good friend to everyone.i am a best friend to alot of people[hlcsurveys] 2008-05-16 17:22:50

loooka here looka here.......lol IMPORTANT QUESTIO Thanks for the idea, everything helps. Well, almost everything Smile

<3 Veronica

[Trying2StayAfloat]
2008-05-15 18:41:45

closing the curtains i'm happy for you[hlcsurveys] 2008-05-12 18:11:58

Very interesting question comments plzz

that cool

i thibnk nothing is missing....i love my life

[hlcsurveys]
2008-05-12 18:09:44

Yeah another realization y are they sooo stuck up and boring sometimeS?[hlcsurveys] 2008-05-12 18:08:54

Very interesting question comments plzz a baby
[1bap]
2008-05-08 17:32:04

Very interesting question comments plzz one thing missing from my life is either pure relaxed peace or true love happiness. good luck at break a leg at your show. just tell your bf that you love them and say no fighting. lol [anglekisses123] 2008-05-08 16:24:39

Very interesting question comments plzz I don't know about that but thankyou anyways! x[skinnybitch] 2008-05-08 15:56:40

Very interesting question comments plzz Love, and adventure.[superspeller] 2008-05-08 15:55:28

Very interesting question comments plzz i think am missing a guy that will love me. <not very original but am happy with nearly everything else.

Whats yours?

Good Luck with your Gala!Smile 

InnocentDreams xoxo

[InnocentDreams]
2008-05-08 15:53:32

Yeah another realization

I'm 15years8months. Can i ask why you asked?

x

[skinnybitch]
2008-05-08 15:24:09

Yeah another realization thanx!! im really excited right now, ive been wanting him to ask me out for about a year. i never thought he would, its kind of unreal right now but i totally love the feeling! RazzRazzRazzRazzRazz
[Trying2StayAfloat]
2008-05-07 21:27:13

Yeah another realization Haha awe.
Thnkxs.(:
&+they do sound fun,itll be my firstt timee.
~*_Taylor!_*~
[vikingsbabexo]
2008-05-07 17:54:19

Yeah another realization Thanks for your comment...I guess we all feel lonely at one time or another.[sealvana] 2008-05-07 17:52:17

Yeah another realization life is what you make it...i know so cliche' yet so true
[1bap]
2008-05-07 17:32:37

Why waste my time WOW[hlcsurveys] 2008-05-06 16:41:32

Much appreciation to my bf awwww,i am soooo glad do rember's tho[hlcsurveys] 2008-05-06 16:40:44

My mortifying Monday

awww that's sweet.me and my bf will get married some day too i hope
yaaa,i guess some teen's think like that sometimes

[hlcsurveys]
2008-05-06 16:38:56

very disturbing news OMG[hlcsurveys] 2008-05-06 16:37:23

very disturbing news well i hope your well off if he was one of the biggest dope dealers up here....that is messed up about the scar
[1bap]
2008-05-05 12:03:16

a very very depressing week wow[hlcsurveys] 2008-05-04 13:08:35

i dont like being a "teenager" or wateva u call it "i couldnt wait to be a teenager so i could defy the world with my matureness. But, now i see that its l<ike defying gravity."

that is so so so true. at least somebody sees it the way i do Neutral

[beefree]
2008-04-30 09:37:10

i dont like being a "teenager" or wateva u call it i completly understand. i just think older people know that teens are prone to go through things those years. kinda define their character. Sure you make mistakes but hey who doesn't live and you learn. Also, everybody usually has some moments when they look back and say "i did that what was i thinking"

have a good one girly

[1bap]
2008-04-29 22:51:59

so unfair.......really mad gezzzz,WOWOWOW!!!!!!!!!that was really mean[hlcsurveys] 2008-04-28 20:20:05

seems like its been awhile

good job!on your grade of 81.
on week days when i have school i have to get up at 6 soooo ik how you feel.but,i really don't care anymore.

[hlcsurveys]
2008-04-26 15:09:54

seems like its been awhile choices choices to make,
hope you make the right ones,
your a smart girl so you'll do whatever is right 4 u

[1bap]
2008-04-26 00:59:30

well, what can i say i think in middle school all girls have friends and starting h.s you have "friends" BUT if your lucky you'll be able to all your "TRUE" friends on one hand.
[1bap]
2008-04-22 01:35:37

well, what can i say omg I know exactly what you mean! I keep my feelings to myself,It's much safer that way (I think)My BEST friends are my mother,my sister,and myself.I can't really trust other people too much..I have only one cousin I can kinda trust,but that's about it.I'd say,I've only had about 1 very loyal,true friend in my life.[Luvleegurl01] 2008-04-21 20:29:08

sanity never really existed here what happened???[hlcsurveys] 2008-04-19 23:03:59

sanity never really existed here what happened!?!?!?!???
[1bap]
2008-04-19 22:34:58

nice girls finish last.....seriously nice people usually finish last but i can ALMOST GUARANTEE that nice people always gets the best reward.
[1bap]
2008-04-19 12:08:54

nice girls finish last.....seriously awwwwww that is soooo sweet.i wish i coukld see my bf cause he's very sweet.and ik that he would be very sweet to me.[hlcsurveys] 2008-04-18 22:09:58

dont freak but this is what happened awwwww i'm so glad you got the surgery it can only get better from here

i know surgery will have you recoperating for awhile but take all the rest you need. thanks for updating and leting us know.

i'm praying for your speedy recovery

[1bap]
2008-04-15 19:24:46

dont freak but this is what happened i added you to my fav's[hlcsurveys] 2008-04-15 16:23:47

im tired of this and i know u r too Yay for not fighting, Nice to no fatalities, Kudos to walking those miles...and you were right not to like what ur bf said, thats sh*ts not cute..hope u have a better day[UniqueSultress] 2008-04-11 17:01:32

im tired of this and i know u r too lol glad you walked those miles
more excited u didn't fight
what u know bout that myron...gotta be destinyyyyyyyy lLOL
MISSissippi...my moms people are from MS a town called batesville, heard of it?
thats ok bout those grades just do good next year. 8th grades are important determines what classes you get into for h.s
well have a good one!

[1bap]
2008-04-09 19:21:53

My friday and in DESPERATE need of advice!!!!!!!!! okay...
so heres the thing she was a friend who wants your BF.ok. just cause you fight her what that means your BF is the prize. i mean either way he's gonna be with who he wants to be with. you'll always have haters just keep doing you. be smart you have a heart condition thats serious it isn't worth some fight...especially over a guy or some jealous girl.

bottom line:DON'T SAY ANYTHING TO HER...DON'T FIGHT cause when the fights over you'll be in the hospital fighting for your life.


plus: your better than that....your too good to be fighting! your a lady and ladies don't fight clearly the girl who wants to fight is some sort of heathen but your better than her!

your friend,
1bap


[1bap]
2008-04-08 14:52:31

My friday and in DESPERATE need of advice!!!!!!!!! Just Slap the bitch Wink[Pawz01] 2008-04-06 17:50:53

the last thing i need is judgement dont do it!!!
[1bap]
2008-04-03 22:12:36

too mad to really think all of this entry thru Thanks a lot!! Mr. Green[VeroniCash] 2008-04-02 07:08:46

wat a day... wat a weekend...wat a way 2 suck im soooooooo glad you took those deep breaths....

your ALWAYS in my prayers.

[1bap]
2008-03-31 19:09:04